January 30, 2007

Working (wo)man

Fucking fucking FUCK you job. I hate you.
Stupid fucking motherfucker. Stupid fucking people stupid fucking investment stupid fucking training stupid fucking almost catching up stupid feeling better for a while stupid fucking power struggles stupid passive agressiveness stupid loneliness stupid obsessiveness stupid confusion stupid lack of trust stupid too much work
STUPID GODDAMN IT. Shit goddamn motherfucker.

Guess I'm just trying to blow off enough steam to make it a few more days. and try to figure out what the fuck is going on with me. or something.

January 23, 2007

Mishmash with no capitals and several colons

sometime recently i thought this up as a blog title:
"titles are for oversimplifiers of content." or something. actually there's a word i'm looking for instead of oversimplifiers but i can't quite reach it. oh well.

today without meaning to i'm looking like serious butch circa 1959. like chloe sevigny in "if these walls could talk II." i just need a little more Elvis-like duck tail hair in the back, and a pack of cigarettes to fold into the sleeve of my t-shirt. and don't forget the motorcycle. hee hee. it's a fun game especially since it wasn't purposeful.

here is something else:
re: relational experimentation -
what's different is how i'm seeing myself. i'm confident, cock-sure, even. i hope that lasts throughout, even if my hypothesis about this specific experiment proves fallible.

and the last thing is that what i wanted to write on [stupid] myspace but couldn't fit in the right place is this: camera phones + myspace = a reinforced competitive consumerist system of solypsistic insincerity. and that even being aware of it doesn't leave one immune - i'm as guilty as any. (i admit, i was trying to make that sound complicated and smart, but those words actually do convey what I'm trying to say.)

January 4, 2007

How the fuck did it get into the LETTUCE?

Fuck you Taco Bell.






(wrote this a while ago, thought I'd expound and publish, didn't expound, published.)